Someone just told me that I'm really strong. I guess this is probably true, but some days I just don't feel strong. Some days (like yesterday) I just want to curl up in my bed and cry and cry and cry. But I still have to cope with life. And so I do deal with stuff. I guess it was nice to hear that other people think that I'm strong. Maybe it validates how hard I've been trying to keep it together the last week. Because it's not like I have any other option.
I'm just worried about how I'm going to do tomorrow. I don't know if I'll be able to cope with anything. At all. And I'm scared. I know I shouldn't be scared and I shouldn't worry because things will work out the way they work out. But I think that's where I'm lacking in strength.
I don't know. This is mostly just rambling nothing. So many feelings this week. I'm exhausted. Maybe I'll just go to sleep. Probably the best idea I've had all day.
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