Today has been rather tear-filled. I just started crying last night and I haven't really been able to stop most of the day. I mean, I made it through class okay, but any moment to myself and then there are tears. I think I've made it through the processing time and now I'm just overwhelmed with information and all the things. I don't know. Life has been pretty hard lately.
But I will get through this. My family will get through this. I know we will. We have to.
I don't know. I just wish that I could be home with all of them. I feel so removed from this whole ordeal. I want to be with people who know what I'm going through. I want to be with the people I love. But I can't. And it's sort of driving me insane. I just feel so alone. I know there are people around and I have friends, but no one except for my family really understands.
I just don't want to be here anymore. (And by "here" I don't mean planet earth. I mean here, in Missouri, at school. I want to go home.)
I don't know, I thought I was doing pretty ok, but I guess I'm not.
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